In my opinion the main reasons for apathy is full time job. People have been zombified with full time jobs and I know from my own experience how it works. After full time you come home and postpone anything that you would like to do for self-growth or self-awareness for weekends. Because all you want to do after full time work is to relax/consume. Then on weekends you forget why you actually want this self-growth thing and prefer doing daily chores just to get ready for another week. This is a cycle that unless you get out of it, you forget any other big idea/goal that could help for self-awareness.